I Miss My Death - In Memories

Slowly in pieces destroying my fate
Soul won’t stop searching the confident state
Slowly in memories madness has laid
Thoughts and the feelings away will be faded
Eyes crystallized and turning to dark
Speechless as sorrow with any spark
Sorrow of madness stopped the beat of my heart
Now I’m becoming its personal guard

My fears has been growing in the memories room
My dreams has been dying in silent doom
And now my days are resting in violent ages
Till now my dreams are walking in hollowing pages

In memories there’re all my reveries
In memories all my life meanings
In silence beauty finds embrace
In silence I feel only grace

Only at my funeral I will find the rest
Strength and my immortal soul will they try to test
Only screams and sobbing of my near once
Can re-change my violent soul into pure dance
Only then it happens memory can see
For their weeping sorrow is their love to me